Hi Bev, I will certainly pray for you.
I attend a support group for chronic pain, at the local clinic - it's on a sliding scale so since my income is 0, I pay $3.85 per hr.. I don't know what I'd do with out group and a/d + pain meds. I sometimes dwell too much on why am I still here and how much of this can I take... it IS very depressing. Don't be afraid to share your stuff with us - we ALL feel it.
Anne