Hi,

so glad to hear from you!!! Hope that u DO post if you feel like this!!!!! We are here for this exact reason....support for each other!!! I too have been feeling this way after having five years of this horrible monster pain!!!!!

I have just increased my depression meds which I hope will help with the nerve pain.

i really hope you can find a way to keep yourself up a little bit each day...coming here for me helps. It reminds me that i have a family who cares and understands.

I wish you all the best and send healing prayers your way. It is not a nice feeling to want to escape the 'here and now' dare I say life itself....I was there and have been there many times and I am no quitter....I scream and cry and fret then go into my shell and hide........so if this is your way PLEASE DONT HIDE FROM US!!!!!

We are here for you even if we can't change the pain hope we can make you smile a little!

lots of hugs and love,
Victoria