Which I suspect you will NEED!
Just one simple plain out ENCOURAGING WORD OR THREE to help you make it thru...it will either get easier -slowly or ....impossible. YOU will have to decide how much you can try and DO or not.
Right now? Do not be afraid of being AFRAID? You are pushing lots of envelopes and you should become super cautious about it all until you find that 'comfort zone'...
Just let us know you are OK....OK? 's - j