((((((Barbara)))))),

I'm so sorry I could tell it wouldn't be much longer when he started acting like he felt better.

I know you're gonna miss him like crazy. He turned out be a very special man and a very special friend, didn't he. He's opened you up to wonderful possibilities.

Take a deep breath and BREATHE and allow the tears to come. Pay attention to small signs of animals or plants acting weirdly, or more rainbows He'll let you know that he's gotten there safely.

You're surrounded by people that love and care about you and care about what happens to you, Barbara. Try not to shut yourself off in the corner.



I'll say a special prayer for Doug tonight (and for you, too, sugar). Try to keep yourself surrounded by friends and people that care. They'll make this whole 'thing' easier. Just remember, he's always-always in here ; you never have to give him up.

BIG HUGS (and love).

Barb