Hi Nancy- I'm trying to ease my way back on the Trileptal. I remember the zombie feeling I had before which was over three years ago and I don't want to go there. So far I'm just tired and relief is not really. I'm safe though and have support from my family. It just makes me sad that I'm going through this again. I had day's when I forgot this was an issue... Or could be again. I'm at the stage of not thinking straight if that makes sense. I was planning on the Gamma Knife again but my wife spoke to my Neurologist and she's putting a referal to my Neurosurgeon that I have that other thing done. I've forgot the name. The shunt thing. I don't know. I went a pretty good ways off the Gamma and had hoped to just do that again. Maybe this could just go away and I won't have to do anything. I totally feel new to this again. Hope you're doing well. Thanks for your concern... Andy