Hi Putter. Is your plate a little full there? You're right, you can't leave yet. I personally am also still finding parts to fix.

Plus, I do have a few blessings to count in my life.
If ever you feel you need to 'leave' again, be sure and stop by the Survivors of Suicide forum. Or, stop there anytime to chat. Great group of people. Here is the link:
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=29
And welcome.