I am very ticked at the medical community for either being liars or
selling us drugs we will become addicted to, since they are giving our medicine to one teenager -I know her because I know her mom,
she told me very as a matter of fact -they give my daughter -your medicine
-and I said, why? does she have PD? she said -no for RLS, restless leg syndrome?
cs -picked up on this as well...
in the very beginning when I decided to take the meds at the advice
of a neuro from the midwest -after he told me - what are you waiting for?
I told him - I felt the drug called sinemet was addictive, he said, you are wrong! and he was the one that piledddd about 6 prescriptions on me -in a very small time period, before this I shook and was tired all the time, but not
completely on a high, I could not even cry...
I felt like I was in a dark cloud, I began to gamble?
this was not me... I told this to my friend who was a nurse, she said tell him you want off these drugs, I asked the doctor, and he asked me why I waned off of them? he said to me you cant live without these...
so I believed him.
I became for the most part insane - like my dear friend w/ PD -who killed herself -she was so young, and I will not say her name, but all who attended
the first 2000 DC gala w/ Mike Fox knows -about who I am speaking.
I realized I was not all there -but so many bad things were happening to me
at the time... and I can't hardly remember some things like my sons age or
where I was, how I got there,
I do not know why except for the grace of God - why I am not dead now?
I lived in my car, I went to live with a great lady and her husband who had PD
who just passed away this spring - they were part of what I needed, someone to care about me...
and it was then she took me off mirapex cold turkey... not a good idea -
but that was great but when I returned home -the doctor scolded me for not taking mirapex, what a vicious B-tard he was, they do not know anything about these drugs they are legally dispensing.
I am sorry, but I know from a great man who is a doctor -that we are for the most part addicted -these are happy drugs?
palliative - not cures, not even close...
that is why we have problems with ons and off's -

PS. another reason is because my life insurance policy was cancelled after finding out I had PD -I asked them why and the person
was a be-yotch she said -it is well documented PD patients have a high rate of "suicide"
I started crying and hung up the phone... I want to see this documentation! -

love -