agh.. i am now back at uni - yay.

ok not sure where to start. i saw the dr who is willing to try the baclofen pump on me and is thinking of adding morphine and clonidine. margo and i went to the appt on the way to uni whilst mum took her car with my stuff up there. we hit major tailbacks of like 60 miles and in the middle lane of the m4 margos clutch just died so the car jolted to a halt and stopped. ended up with police etc pushing us to the side of the road but there were no tow trucks arround and no mechanics.. so spent 4 hours on the side of the motorway. we got to uni at 5.30am with the journey taking 15 hours instead of 4. so you can imagine how much pain i was in.

anyway my spasms kicked in dreadfully and ended up twisting my arms so they crossed at my chest and my hands and wrists are locked round my neck. we cant move them and it means i cant do anything at all. it is so frustrating at least i used to have shoulders.. but now i have every single thing done for me...agh...

im so annoyed and it hurts so so much..

xxxxxx