thanks both of you. I meet with the person tomorrow and will see what I do next. To clarify. I ma not retiring, only trying to get benefits I feel we all deserve. I work part time doing a variety of work but do it as my own business so I can set my own hours. But may loose the health benefits I have and certainly is not enough earning to call self sufficent.So we will see. Also every Lawyer I have talked to has said go and decide when you were disabled and apply. I will help once been turned down. I am trying to create a support system prior to this. As I have never thought I Had a reason to apply. But now have people and dr. saying yes so am looking into my options.
Will keep all posted. Thanks for your understanding. I get kinda anxious so hopefully it wont be too hard for me.
Cedar