:cry: Hi All:

I just hurt so bad emotionally and cannot get my act together. I went from being so totally busy all the time caring for Doug that now that I don't have that the time just drags. I no longer feel loved either more less needed by someone in 3-D. For those who know me, after my split with my husband it was just basically me. My ex had me so totally isolated that I had no 3-D support system. I use to massage Doug all the time and I miss that human touch. Anohter care giver had metioned how much we who have been a care giver as I was to Doug go through so much more than normal because of the big void it creates in our lives when the person we care for is no longer here. Care givers make the ones they care for their wholel life I suppose like I did Doug because that person is so needy. I'm totally lost now. All I want to do is sleep and cannot. I don't want to clean and all I want to do is eat even when I'm not hungry. All that the urge to eat is is to comfort me.

befuddled2