Well I am coming to accept that I don't have what it really takes to become a published writer, I am going to give up on it. I just picked up my paxil rx and AM going to take it tomorrow. I think giving up on my dreams is going to hurt, but dammit this rejection from all around hurts just as bad, why set myself up for anymore. I just HATE it...I am done to the point where I almost don't feel like sitting here in front of the computer anymore.

Thanks for caring, and the hugs, I really need them about now. DH is still worried about my taking paxil but the heck with it, I need something and it was helping until this depression started up a few days ago after getting three rejections in one day on my last and final book. I mean if you've writte seven complete novels and can't get anyone to buy into one it's time to throw in the towel...Seriously.