Hi Ada....I'm so happy to read your intro. *grin

Have you had a chance to read Pters wise words at the top of the forum?

We all learned so much from him...he too was suicidal most of his life and fought that dark beast..he also won those battles..dying of old age several years ago. He was my mentor and I miss his wise counsel but managed to learn the lessons so on my darkest days I remember to redirect those thoughts.

I am on the other side of the survivor coin...we lost our son to suicide in January of 1990 and it almost killed our family but we have survived it and now I hang around here trying to convince other people not to kill themselves because of what is does to those left behind. And I love people and don't mind saying so. I also think it gives meaning to our sons' life..if someone can be helped in this forum.