I've been trying to think what to say since I got home and Alffe emailed me. But nothing is coming to mind except thank you all so much. It's a struggle but like Alffe said I'm doing every thing possible to make things right and trying so hard. It's been so hard to battle this day in and day out and I'm embarrassed I can't control it and need a machine to help me function. But I'm trying to stay strong and stay focused and live moment by moment. That's all I can do.

to everyone.