Hi Kmeb
I cannot understand what could be wrong with your personality from all the postings I have read from you. You seem to be very realistic and controlled and you certainly dont have to go in to see any medic with a grim face or crying.
I do so hope you find a new doc soon who will be able to help you. At such a long distance from you I really cant help - wish I could. Anyway you have my thoughts and prayers as usual.
Tony