On a side note, yesterday I kicked *** literally in my pool, went to the grocery (with help) and generally had a GREAT day.

My pain started to rise about 7 PM, and by midnight I don't remember anything and fiance said I was "up", sitting up in a chair, ALL NIGHT, talking to myself.

I am only taking 50 mgs of Topomax...

I STILL can't talk right.

So I'm going back to bed as almost every word here I misspell and it's frustrating and I could fall over asleep anyways...

Does anyone get this?

Gentle hugs to anyone else in pain today or feeling alone. I love you all.