I think we are about even on that one. I actually do the same thing. If I get my water too hot in my tub, I am running cold water to cool me back down. My swamp cooler is in the hallway by the bathroom door and I actually keep it running while I am taking a bath to keep cool then when I get out of the tub, I am turning it off to warm back up. What a mess, huh?

I am sitting here now with the fan going on me and it is about 50 outside. It's cold in here but I still have that fan going. I was lucky, one of my fans went shot last week and another one is going. I still have 2 more though. I have one in every room. I have tv's in every room and if I am watching tv in one room I have to turn the fan on me to watch it.

When I went to the Dr. today, I started getting to hot and my nurse got me some ice water and by the time my Dr. got in there I was freezing. He was going to turn the air off for me and I told him no, just give me a minute and I'd be burning up again.

We were talking about Bill today. They were good friends. Bill always told him that I was freezing him at night. He was laughing about how opposite Bill and I were. We reminise about him every once in awhile. I did freeze him out every once in awhile.

I do know what you are talking about girl about trying to get your mind off of your loss. I was that way when I lost Bill. I came on here to talk to everyone here. I hope it gets easier for both of us in time as I do for DiMarie. We all have a long road to go yet, I know that.

I do hope you get some rest tonight Debby. It's hard I know but you have to get rest to be able to keep going.

Ada