Harley-
I am sorry to hear of your loss. I know that it is hard to forgive yourself, but yes God forgives you. Many crisis pregnancy centers provide post-abortive counseling for those who need it. You can look in the yellow pages for some place near you. Here is a website you can check out:
www.rachelsvineyard.com
I am against embryonic stem cell research too. Research with adult stem cells has actually been more promising.
Thank you for sharing your poem with us. I will pray for you.
Chicory