But Roz, because my TOS is not as severe as other on the forum and I can work a bit, and I come on the days I am so drained and emtional from my foot dragging from my back injury that I am being selfish.
Maybe I am being over sensitive, but I have lacked posting because sometimes I feel that is how folks feel about me. That my pains are trivial compared to really sick people and why should I complain.

But I hurt, emotionally trying to help my family, sleeping until it is time to work after getting Katie to school, Put so much energy into my job to help these kids and their families, and my foot drags, sweels, my wing feel like a butcher knife, Sometimes it is not even physical pain...it is the emotional pain I bear....
I just need emotional support...SOOOOO BAAADDDD.

I came in tonight to read and see if there are any tips about walking and heat prevention for my foot, My son is taking me to Disney next week with his family to try and make me happy again, make new memories...I do use a rollator so I can lean, and sit. But the heat of asphalt killed me last year.

I guess reading this I am afraid to ask, like I will be ignored and the thread will disappear,
I am so very sorry for thos sick, so ill, I know what that is like, my poor De did not know a day of unconsuming pain from 16 years old....And I am so selfish to want her with me....I don;t mind caring for her, to provide for her, I just want her back.
Sorry maybe it is the trip so soon after her death making me sensitive, maybe I am not sick enough and should figure it out myself.
Bless you all that are so sick, I do understand your pain and your families....
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