((Ali)) I so completely understand you inner turmoil and grief. It's a very hard thing to do. As you'll see from some replies to you in your other thread, you're not alone in this hard decision. A lot of us have gone through the same thing. I wish there was a way to take your pain away.
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My entire family reacted the same way when my daughter and I had to have our dog put down.

My sincere condolences for your loss Ali.