Hi,

I really hope that I stay home and relax and recover this weekend. I need to stay home, see no one, and do close to nothing. That's where I am right now.

Sometimes I can handle going to the grocery store, but I am sure that I don't want to go out to eat -- and hope that hubby is ok about not going to his fav stupid restaurant.

Even before I got bp, I hated restaurants. I am sure that this goes back to childhood, but who heck needs to explore all this stuff. I just accept that one -- it's kind of weird and who wants to explore EVERYTHING in therapy???

I can usually deal with take out food but really hate sitting in a restaurant and seeing other people. I especially hate dealing with a waiter/waitress. Sometimes, I don't even want to get take out. I hate dealing with the stupid people messing with my food.

I remember a long time ago liking to go to an all night hamburger place with my girlfriend, letting her do the ordering, and then sitting there and eating our burgers by ourselves with no one else in the place. I liked that sometimes . . . .

Otherwise, restaurants weird me out.
I'll ask hubby if he can cook this weekend.
That relaxes him and he maybe he won't miss the restaurant.
Sometimes he sort of forgets that he likes to cook and I have to come up with a plan for him.

Mari