So sorry to hear what you are going thru - sounds like your doctor is concerned and doing the right tests so far - try to hang in there and not worry too much - are you scheduled for the EMG yet? As far as techincial info - I'm not one our "experts" in that area - I'm sure they will pipe up... but as far as reaching out - do as much as you need too here...

Very often family and freinds have absolutely no idea how to react when a person close to them is ill - so wont talk about it - thats what we are for....

As far as feeling you are letting your kids down - it sounds like you are doing what you need to in order to find out whats going on and get healthy - and that is helping them...

Just sending good thoughts and keep up updated on your tests, etc....

Take care,