i think today was a good sign that things will be ok. the last time i went into the hospital with pain they put two pain patches on me the morning they sent me home. the problem there happened hours after i was home sleeping in my bed, when my mom came to check on me when she came home from work and i was blue and brathing 3 times a minute. rabdomyalisis caused by internal organs effected by crps. so i gues the positive this time was i survived my return to my bed without complications.

yeah i am bummed about the snow mostly because the doc said it would be 2 years before i was able to snowboard with ny cervicle one. that would have been jan 1st now it will be nov/dec + 2years