this has been re-written over and over throughout the course of inhumanity.
sameolesongandance aka:
my version:
ISBN: (_!_) aka
butt hugs...
Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isn't it?
It makes one feel so vulnerable.
It opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. biggg timmme!
I had built up all these defenses, like a whole suit of armour, so that nothing could hurt me again, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wandered into my stupid life...
I gave him a piece of my heart.
ya -You didn't ask for it. You did something dumb one night, like kiss me and make love to me,then marry me -
and then my life wasn't my own anymore.
Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you. It consumes you .
Then out of the blue - he leaves you crying in the darkness,
a simple a phrase like
'do not fence me in'
turns into a glass splinter working its way into my bloody heart.
It hurts like helll.
No! Not just in the imagination.
No! Not just in the mind.
my soul- is hurt, and bloody -
words have teeth, they are real
-when someone you thought loves you -
then that love grows cold -
his words haphazardly have already gotten-inside- of me
-the words that had made me feel joy and laughter
-Now for some unknown reason rips-me -apart with pain.
I hate love!