**********SCREAM*********************

Can anyone hear me?
Does it even matter??

**********SCREAM********************

No, look, noone hears me!!!
It might be an internal scream but it is SO loud people must be able to hear it!
I think i'm invisible.

Ok i'm just going to say it - i wish i was dead.
Is that simple enough? Or do i have to give people details?

I don't even care anymore. Fine, don't hear me, i only wanted to be saved. I guess that is too much to ask.

I read the post above about being suicidal and what to do. I felt my for a heartbeat....God that made me cry. I'm the only person who is checking that i am alive.



Noone will take me seriously.
Maybe i AM just a attention-seeking.....something. What am i?? A dot? A blip? A ghost?

Two weeks till a psychiatric appointment. What an absolute f*ucking joke - am i expected to stay alive till then?

Have people forgotten that for me every second is an eternity?
Oh yeh sorry - you dont see me do you!!



(obviously i'm not yelling at the people on this forum...)