Alffe, we know each other from the "other place"...seems like eons ago. You kind hearted lady sent me a book when Michael passed away (my husband). It seems that I am not capable of movin on, or at least I haven't finished mourning.

Damn, life changes in an instant...one heart-beat. Why do I remember his last words ("this is going to hurt") and not the look of total love he had for me? Why did I listen to him? I should have called 9-1-1. So many should have's. Now I just have to find a reason to wake up tomorrow.....

Oh Alffe, your Suicide links don't work....leave it to me to find out