I'm sorry we have to meet this way (((Bamboo))).

Please go to your hospital today. Tell them that you are suicidal.
It will take courage.

It took courage to write what you have written ..... and you are in the right place for support.

Go to the hospital.

Be humble and accept the help that will surround you.

We all speak from experience dear one. We know how difficult this will be... and we're here because we survived it.

Please go to your hospital Emergency Ward.