Tena... why did you say your father "lost 7 children?" I don't understand...

The love that hurt me the most in my life was my first love...
my alcoholic father...
and then my alcoholic husband....

and now my estranged son...

I don't like the word stupid....
but yeah... maybe I was stupid too...
hell, yeah, I was stupid...
... maybe I'm still stupid...

but I'm liking me more and more everyday... and until I completely love me... I probably won't stop making mistakes and being stupid...