(((Xienite))))
Please see your doctor - go to a drop in clinic...
I was feeling suicidal last May... and with the help of my doctor, I am ok.
You will be OK, too... your doctor can help you dear....
please, please, say you'll go and talk to him/her.
You need talk therapy, too.
I know its easier said than done...
but I can say I walked this talk.
I still struggle ... and I'm still walking