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In Remembrance
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Join Date: Aug 2006
Posts: 1,002
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In Remembrance
Join Date: Aug 2006
Posts: 1,002
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Ain't Nothin' Normal 'Bout Us Folks
I don't know if fiance will make the long haul - but we've been together for 14 years plus...more than most of our contemporaries our here in crazy CALI.
and he's gone from me making a couple hundred thousand to almost nothing, and loves me the same, as well as completely changing physically, and mentally, so I think he loves ME. The unwashed, moaning, pain-screwed me.
Maturity is an issue for both of us. We are children. We are grabby children. We want to pull the pinata down and forget the other kids...those erasers and penny-candies are all ours.
I think we're both codependent, too. With eachother - I cover for him, he covers for me, and somehow, it has worked, rather than imploded.
I know he gets scared when my pain and TOS is really bad. Where's his best friend? Where did his court jester go? Who will protect HIM? RUN!
I feel like Judy Garland some of the time. Without the alcohol or drug supply.
Fiance is a ringer for Alec Baldwin - but keep that under your hat...
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