dear everyone,

thank you for your continual support. I made it through the night.
I didn't sleep at all mainly because i did take a couple of anti-depressants and it gave me an awful headache, fast thoughts and sickness.

today is a new day but i will sleep through most of it, if i can. i am not as far on the edge today as i was yesterday. Right now i'm simply tired.

i have not ever had a medical check up, the first dr i saw did not ask me any questions or take any history like that and when i asked my dr i have now if i should be checked out medically he said there wasn't any point as i have felt like this for so long and there are no other symptoms.

i'm really tired.
thank you for keeping me going last night, i would not have coped without you all.