hi, thanks for asking how i am....it is good to find a place where it is okay for me to show exactly what i'm thinking and feeling. I don't get that outlet normally.
I didn't do anything yesterday i'm afraid...i know i should have taken a shower and done something but i simply didn't have the energy. I force myself up every other day and i just wanted a break from pushing myself.
I managed to sleep better last night. I think i was just plain exhausted.

I'm sorry i have been so extreme these last few days. I'm sorry if i have been too graphic. I'm really tired. I wish time would stop so i could have time to breathe.

Sorry guys for taking up all these posts, i didn't want this to be our introduction.

thank you for all you posts, they have literally pulled me through the last few days.