Reading the poem really makes me understand the suffering you have endured. You are such a kind person who shares so much with everyone,and it's not right that you have gone through so much rubbish.
So many people can relate to this poem. I myself feel like I have been through entirelt too much too. This PN is a form of torture as far as I am concerned.Torture everyday both emotionally and physically. But somehow we soldier on.
I really really hope that you are not feeling so down, and if you are that it is very short lived.
Thank you for sharing the poem.