Oh I am sorry I for got to address the neck pain issue. Cann't you get some help from the state for your neck, it is not something that you should let go. If your neck is really bad it can couse all sorts of issues, did you have surgery and that is why you are a chronic neck survivor, notice i said survivor
and thats what i meanti also understand neck pain as i also am a chronic neck back pain survivor. i have had 2 surgerys in the past year and may have to have more yes it is painful and yes no one really understands you may look fine so why are you complaining right, people if it doesn't look broken it isn't right WRONG so i understand alot on that issue if you need me you know how to find me look into that state help also please.. hope you all are feeling better today deb