(((Xie))) Where you live, can you find social services and ask for a list of places that will help with bills? I had to do that just last year. I definitely don't qualify for being able to go to a food pantry and that sort of thing. But here, there are different organizations, including churches, that will kindly help with basics like utilities. I'd start with the human resoources in your area, find out who is out there to help. It's worth a try. And keep hoping, wishing, and praying for help.

(((Deb))) I'm so sorry for your struggles as well.