I don't think I ever had mania. I woke up 2x last night, then at 5am, then got up at 8am.

My p-doc said it is ok to take provogil, she just can't prescribe it because it isn't on the list at COPE and they won't pay for it, so to go through my PCP and my other insurance Humana. I am waiting to hear back from my PCP now.

My mom is cranky and driving me up a wall. Yesterday she washed the floor with laundry detergent, thinking it was bleach. I tried to stop her and she wouldn't.

She wants to learn the computer now, I have NO patience for her.

Maybe I will feel better next week, I see the GYN/ONCOLOGIST on the 7th.
Then again who knows, the whole appointment scares me.

My cousin in Jersey (who was here in Sept) is going in for surgery tomorrow, please say a prayer. She has 2 tumors on her overies, first there was only one and they thought it was fibroid, but now there are 2 and they don't know. She is bleeding every 2 wks.
She is having a Laproscopy exploratory, D & C, etc....I am worried, we are very close.

Thanks, Nikko