hello Mikhail
I am so sorry to hear of the condition and trauma that brings you to NeuroTalk but glad you have found us. I have also copied your post to our General Health Forum where it may be seen by more members who might be able to offer insights.
here is the link to it there so you can check for replies in both forums:
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/sh...ad.php?t=31300
I hope things will get better for you
Cheri