My PCP called me in a script for the Provogil, so I am picking it up today, see how it works.

I'll let you know.

Had a blow out with Dirk last night, probably my fault, but I didn't like the things he said once the argument got started. Not talking to him now. Went over his brother's and had a few, didn't help matters, OH I'll be right back, 2 hours later.

He just doesn't get it, miss's the point altogether. Doesn't give a hoot about my arm, my cousin's surgery as I write, nor what I am facing next week, he says it's always something. Really, well that's life.

Then the worst words "Did you take your meds today?????????????????????? Like it is always my fault because I am BP.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I said I take them at NIGHT.

That's only a part of it.

I am going to have a good day if it kills me. I refuse to put up with anyone's crap.

Hugs, Nikko