That's good idea. I did wake up once last night, which is better, doesn't make sense though since I took the Provogil in the afternoon.

Took it at 6am this morning. Feel pretty good. Went to bed at 11:30. I was thinking maybe I was going to bed too early. Dirk does because he as to be up at 5am. I was always an early to bed, unless a show I wanted to see was on, or I was out.

My cousin didn't even know what was going on with the tumors on her uterus, I got it wrong before saying it was her ovaries. She also had a D & C and her tubes tied. She was really groggy and out of it.
So, I will know more today, once she call's the surgeon, and me.

I have my domestic violence session today....Yes, I still go, just not as much.
I really have to, this is something that will never leave my mind. The bad thing is I think I tend to take it out on Dirk sometimes and he wouldn't hurt a fly. I need to stop that, I don't mean to, but after being assaulted and verbally abused, by my ex husband, I still have fear, it's an awful feeling. I guess I still have PTSD in some way.

Well, Nov. 7th is the GYN specialist in ONGOLOGY, so that's on my mind, I hope when I get there and talk to her, I will be more at ease.

I've got to say, things have to get better, since a year ago July with my ex and all, mom back in hospital, my surgery, my cousin's, now this new appt.
I'm mentally at my wits end. Yet, I keep on truckin, what can you really do.

Hugs to all, Nikko