I surprized I am not in a mental hospital, but been there, done that, besides ending up in the ER more than I can count.

I really have too much, with my pets and mom and I am happy with Dirk, my firends, so I would rather try to cope as much as I can and stay strong as I can, not just for me, but for them.

OH, don't get me wrong, I sure have my moments to say the least, but they pass.

I have a real hard time with the HOLIDAYS, last Xmas I ended up in the ER. back East a few times too.
I am hoping this year I don't get depressed and can enjoy them, will see.

p.s. One thing I could REALLY use a vacation or getaway.

Dirk has a top up camper, so we might do that on a lake soon for a night, it has everything in it, and I could take one of my dogs.

Hugs, Nikko