Hi and thank you. Your all amazing.I actually have a whole support team still. Though I'm better its still a daily process. I go to support groups and share my story and try to help others with eating disorders. I have started to volunteer a little too. It is a hard battle and last week at the meeting I felt I really helped a girl who is inpatient see the positives and gave her something to work on. Since it took me over 12 years I'm used to docs giving up on me and I want to show people that you have to hold onto hope and find even the smallest part of you that wants to recover. I have a lot of feelings though and am so ****** with myself about my past. It took so much from like and may have added to this. I can't change the past so just focus on the future with hopes of recovery. I have been doing well for like a year and half but that doesn't take away the 12 years of horrible abuse. I am walking every morning and still seeing my nutritionist. As for pt I have done that and didn't have good luck so am trying to increase my time on my own and have even through the hurt like hell pain. My mom tries to remind me of how far I have come but it is still frustrating when the pain is high and still so limited as many of you know. One day at a time and thanks for the name of the doc at Mayo. Your all amazing.