Hi all thanks for ideas,
DJ,
I had the test, it came back fine. I have been hypothyroid for years. I have put weight on, although most of my life I was always about the same size 12/14.

I am carrying a lot in the upper gut and chest size, upper arms, face, I have not had blood work recently. My Mom was diabetic.
I do have the seasonal stuff, I have always had low motivation, but I admit I am up at night...Depression, losing my daughter.

Tonight my anxiety is real bad. I did forget to take my thyroid meds several times on vacation, and the Lexapro, too.

I wish I could get my self put together, feel like humpty dumpty....
Thanks gang,
di