hey bamboo...nope none of us want you to stop posting.

i was taught by a wonderful 4th grade teacher named mr mccalister, to "get" something out of everything you read. even if it is something tiny. not to always try and "get" the whole thing.

we all really care and will offer lots of advice that come from the lessons life has taught us. you might read a reply and think huh? but maybe read it again. you might only "get" the love and caring because they took the time to reply.

many here have been where you are right now. some have lost a loved one who was there and didn't know or couldn't find a place for support.

you are safe here bamboo. if there are times that you don't feel able to post openly on the forum, you can send us all a group pm. we can respond that way.

if like alffe said, you aren't interested in trying, then saddley, this isn't the place for you. this is a forum for survivors and those who want to be.