Holidays always get to me too. I usually go into a depression, I am going to try this year not to. I don't know exactly why it happens.

Dirk's daughter is supposed to come the week before, for a week, so maybe that will make a difference. She is 14, then again, who knows. He will be working, so I am it. eeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

All I do know is so far, I am cooking for both T-Giving and Xmas, fun fun fun...I did it for so many years, I really don't enjoy doing it anymore.

Nikko