thank you so much for your very quick responses! Jose, I am actually going to see my psychiatrist tomorrow, should i ask him about the 'Mental Clarity' product? I had never heard of that, I will have to search for it and bring him the information I'm sure, as he rarely will take any suggestions from me.

mrs d, I never actually went to Raves as they are commonly referred to, but yes I did take ecstasy for a while when I was in high school, but not very much after that. I guess once I got started on the heroin I had no money for anything else. I guess I really messed it up, huh? One interesting thing is I FINALLY got out of the house yesterday for a social event with people my age. I was so nervous at first my friend had to almost pick me up into his truck, however, once I began to drink I was actually able to walk around with my single point cane and in some cases without it! I guess that is normal, as the alcohol made me more loose and sociable, but what a change! I walked up and down stairs by myself! It was only temporary, but it raised my confidence, and, for once in a long time, I actually enjoyed myself. I will certainly ask about the B12 level test and the MMA test, unfortunately though it is getting more and more difficult to get ANY tests approved by my primary care physician