I'm sorry for the post. It was not meant to upset anyone.
I have had people in my life that have committed suicide so i did not mean to sound rude or non-chalent.
Things became very bad yesterday. But i managed to tell my sister how i felt and what i was doing. She phoned my parents who drove over and took me to the emergency walk in centre who then referred me to a psychiatrist. He gave me another anti-depressant and diazepram. He is also writing to my GP and following up the other psychiatric appt.
I'm now at home with my parents. I don't know how i feel.
I thought i should let you know because i will not be posting much now.
I'm sorry again.
Thankyou for caring.