I emailed you some of my story . I share your feelings and also share the mistreatment by "the system". all I can do is say how sad and sorry I AM.
send you a huge warm healing hug and share my story with you in email.
YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!!!!! Many of us here and at the other place try at the least to show we care and that we all need eachother.
keep putting your feet one in frount of the other and when you trip or fall I will be around to help you back up sister friend.
low pain wishes
BMW p.s. check your email box.