Bamboo
I am so glad you told your family how you feel. Please resist any urge to resist their help. At present your frame of mind is not a true escence of
YOU it is distorted by illness. You may feel your family are overtaking your thoughts.
THEY ARE NOT. They are seeing your life as it is
NOW. From an outsiders point of veiew, but with the care of a family tie.
Please learn from my mistakes, TAKE THE PRESCRIBED MEDICATION YOU HAVE NOW.
AND DO NOT STOP TAKING IT UNTIL DIRECTED BY A DOCTOR
Depression,Pyschosis, mental health proiblems , whatever you call it need
HELP I hope and pray that your help is on its way .
Stay in touch
David