Xientie

You replied 'Michael would cry tears' if he knew your present and inner thoughts.

Xientie, you dont know me, and i dont know you other than reading your heartbroken words, on this page.

But although we are miles apart, and talk through this forum, i like your Michael would be heartbroken if you let your preciousus existance leave this earth.

The death of my father 11 years ago was a huge blow, i never thought i would get over it, he died on Fathers day 1996. Until this year i hated Fathers day and purposely worked that day to avoid hurt. My Boys never understood, then this year my youngest said. 'Dad can you take Fathers day off this year, and be with us'. My heart melted. I knew then life must go on.

Xientie life at present is un-imagineably unbareable, but if your heart knows Michael would cry tears over your life on earth, then this is a sign to persevere with life. You will get strong and will overcome this period in life.


Without grief we dont know we are alive, without pain we dont know we are ill,
without saddness do we truly undertsand the meaning of happiness.


David