Thank you Sally, how very nice to respond even though you have had such a loss. I was sorry to hear about your brother.
I had a brother I was closest to who passed several years ago. I miss him lots, but I hope he is in a better place where the illnesses are gone. This brother tried to look out for his little sis even though we were not raised together after ages 5/6yrs old.
My whole life just opened up in front of me. My son is almost 22 yrs old and is finally getting his life on track. Now I can concentrate on trying to find out what is really wrong here and feeling better. Workwise I could transfer to a different state if I want, so.... I don't know where I will go or what I will do, but I have lots of choices and opportunities also some very good friends and I can survive, so I will be fine and happy whereever I am even if I am ill.
Thankyou for being so caring, and I hope YOUR days get better.
Geri