Thanks Ali,
One of my biggest problem mentaly was that I could not do things with the kids that I wanted to. Right before my first grand child was born I had the hip replacement that lead to the RSD. So I have been like this for all of thier lives. I have 5 grand kids. Alex is 8, Ariana is 6 Jocelyn is 4, William is 3 and Kaitlyn is 8 mo. Its been hard to sit and watch everyone else do things with them that I couldn't. I had always wanted to be like my grandmother, she was the best. Mabey now I can do some of the things she used to do with me. Thanks for your kind words. You are such a good kid. I am just so sorry for what you are going through.

Love Sue